Saturday, August 18, 2007

Old? Young?

好吧 昨天的問題還是沒寫
一點進展都沒有 一點靈感都沒有
所以繼續我的多摸西摸

剛不小心意外看到一個好友的婚紗照
哈 男生通常拍照的表情都粉怪
拍來拍去都是一號表情
不過台灣婚紗照技術真是好 女生不同的造型我完全認不出來那是同依個人
@.@
我以後即使在國外結婚 也要回台灣去拍婚紗照 奢侈一下
要不然怎麼對得起我的青春呢

前陣子突然發現自己好像也老大不小了
不過怎麼一天到晚還在幻想自己大學畢業沒多久 :P
老媽在我的年齡早就嫁了 而且應該還有了我哥了吧
之前老聽大學好友一直低估這兩年再不把自己推銷出去 就嫁不出去了
我則一副老神在在的模樣 好像我比他還小五歲的樣子
不過去年有人問我 我已經準備好結婚了嗎
無厘頭的我回答 當然囉 畢業就可以嫁了ㄚ
現在想想 我那時是不是腦筋有問題?

找工作好煩喔 我到底會落在哪
突然粉想拋下東岸的一切 跑到西岸擁抱加州的陽光

還是趕快回去回答問題比較實在吧.......

Friday, August 17, 2007

Job hunting season

上週末剛結束了所有的考試
我也差不多終結我的MBA 生涯
(下次要來寫個MBA生涯回顧篇)

連丟了幾天的resume 已經丟到快吐了
雖然現在形勢看起來十分險惡
不過仍有朋友力挺熊妹
現在才發現network 好像真的有點用
嘿嘿 CA的陽光 我來了.....

還是要隨時把自己ready 好
這樣機會來的時候 才不會miss 掉
就像剛才我才丟完M公司的履歷
十分鐘內馬上就接到電話 嚇得本來要滾回床舖小憩一會ㄦ 一臉睡意的熊臉馬上面無血色
還以為HR馬上就來做第一關的電話面試了 (還好只是叫我再去填資料)
不過why company? why this job? 這種老掉牙的問題還是最難答.....
sigh.....

剛和今年新來的新生聊天
從他們臉上焦慮的表情 讓我不禁想起兩年前自己青澀的模樣
呵....

加油吧 我的朋友們~~~
讓我們一起衝過人生的重要關卡


ps. 祝在遠方的朋友 "生日快樂"
:)


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好煩喔 不知道為什麼最近心就是定不下來
考試也定不下來 丟履歷也定不下來 接下來要準備面試也定不下來
我到底怎麼了?
阿~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
在這樣下去十一月真的就要流落街頭了......
:(

Friday, August 10, 2007

I want it that way

考試倒數最後一天.....sigh....
死定了......

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I want it that way Backstreet Boys

You are my fire
The one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way

But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a mistake
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Am I your fire
Your one desire
Yes I konw it's too late
But I want it that way

Now I can see that we've fallen apart
From the way that it used to be,yeah
No matter the distance
I want you to know that
Deep down inside of me

You are my fire
The one desire
You are,you are, you are
Don't wanna hear you say...

Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
I wanna hear you say
I never wanna hear you say
I wnat it that way

ps. 今天突然想到這首歌 I hope it is really that way
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I'll Never Break Your Heart

Baby, I know you're hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you

From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would
Be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt like you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But honey he' s nothing like me

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie

As time goes by
You will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes baby, baby
And I (I) know you're afraid (know you're afraid)
To let your feelings show (feelings show)
And I understand
Girl, it's time to let go (girl, it's time to let go because)
I deserve a try (try) honey
Just once (once)
Give me a chance (chance) and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge (quick to judge)
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Baby, that's no lie

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie

No way, no how
I swear (Oh I, oh I, I swear)
No way, no how (I)

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Baby, that's no lie

I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you

ps. 這是我對backstreet boys 最喜歡的歌
這是他們第一次在台灣發專輯的第一首主打歌 (如果我記得沒錯的話)
我第一次聽到是在高中深夜讀書時....十年囉.....
當時聽的心境跟現在早就不同了 但是還是一樣的期待

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

惡夢

昨天晚上做惡夢
大概是最近幾天過太爽了
不是看電影 就是去逛街 要不然就是跟朋友吃吃喝喝
這星期的final到現在還沒開始念

MBA已經念到變成老油條了......

昨天夢到我去上這門課
去到那裡 發現同學異常興奮 而且好像一群一群的"招兵買馬"
問了同學才知道 原來今天老師要在考試前給大家一個複習的機會
所以叫大家分組來個搶答 結果就當作加分在成績裡面
哇咧 我什麼都還沒唸耶
到時一點貢獻都沒有不是粉糗

我也不知道為什麼 我被兩個外國女同學搶著要
雙方差點吵起來
我在一旁實在粉尷尬 因為就算他們誰搶到我 我對團隊應該貢獻也是0吧 :P
所以搶到我算誰倒楣 不過這時候我還是別表態的好 免得自己沒組更糗

後來塵埃落定後 我被帶到我們那一組 大家圍坐一張長桌
互相在模擬情竟問對方問題
大家口沫橫飛的模樣
我這時真的是如坐針氈
冷汗直流....

還好....夢到這裡就醒了
不過那種感覺有夠真實
唉 所以要好好念書.......

Music and Lyrics

最近日子過太爽 一下子看了好多電影
Music and Lyrics是最近看的一部
電影裡面有兩首歌 真的滿喜歡的 歌詞寫到心坎裡去了

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
______________________________________________
Don't write me off

It's never been easy for me
To find words to go along with a melody
But this time there's actually something on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines

Since I've met you, my whole life has changed
It's not just my furniture you've rearranged
I was living in the past, but somehow you've brought me back
And I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax

And while I know based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is don't write me off, just yet

For years I've been telling myself, the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called former glories
But you've given me a reason to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact that you've killed all my plants

And though I know I've already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I'm asking you is don't write me off, just yet
Don't write me off just yet

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ps. 遊記難產中..... 大家還是去找這兩首歌來聽聽吧^^